A Pleasant or Unpleasant Surprise

A decade of silence means a decade of life happening and consuming my entire mind and tying my hands full and totally forgot to blog, totally forgot my love to express myself in writing and be reminded that here's my blog where i can just blurt words out from my mind and print for others to read. whew! Hello blogworld, A pause from the fast moving up and down life because of the coronavirus pandemic somehow is a breather that I need, I mean we all needed one way or another. The past year 2020 has its own positive and negative effects in our lives, but for me, I'd say it was a clear message from a power higher than us that 'hey you have your life going but I have other plans for you so here's a reset or a slowing down button pressed for you and for the entire world.' How's your 2021 so far? Mine, it's a partial reset but I am considering a total reset. haha! There are so many things to reflect on and reconsider as to how my new decade will become and how I will transform from it. Indeed, life is a surprise. I mean 2020 was a mind blowing, jaw dropping nightmare kind of surprise and unfortunately, we couldn't say no to what has been given to us. A year passing by perplexed, stuck, uncertain and forced to have a 180 degree turn. What's your story?

BABIES are angels, don't u think?

I am so inspired right now that all worries and problems are nothing compared to the bliss and joy that babies give. I wouldn't really know if i will be a good mom in the future but i guess there will always be room to try and be one... I'm just sooooooo happy!

to my someone

Halu to my dear someone! i got this from twitpic.credits to the owner. anyway, i hope you can understand what is said in that pic. i really hope i can create a perfect world with you so we don't have other people butting in our lives anymore. i still love you and you know that...

hauswarming

had our housewarming last saturday! finally i get to live in a real haus after 12 years in Cebu. lols!
thanks to all who came! we, housemates had fun! thanks for warming the place.hihihi

when u can't forgive urself

(photo got from google... credits to owner)

how can a person continue life and pursue happiness if one can't forgive his own self of all the mistakes he has done to others and in the end inflicted pain to his own. is there a cure? is there hope amidst all this devastation? if only i can turn back time. i'd rather i was not born... help me correct this ill mind. any suggestions?

remnants of the recent fire incident in lahug

it's scary to know that your own place was the next house to get burned. luckily there's a firewall separating us from the burned house. unfortunately, one died of this incident. this happened on nov 2 and 8 days later another fire incident happened again about 2 blocks from this place. i don't know what to feel knowing these incidents were so close to our place.